THE INNER ALCHEMIST

Virus vs. the ego

The collective consciousness has an abundance of habits that have the accumulated potential to manifest everything from cancer to aids. These “habits” all have one thing in common in that they originate in our minds. Our minds are the cause of all of our ailments.

We take actions that do nothing but destroy the planet that is our most primary provider. You can forget about your parents, job, and municipality or church because none of these would exist without our earth to support them. This world that we have manifested is a projection of our thoughts reflected in three-dimensional forms. We have created all of this with our thoughts. I am not saying that we should go back into the caves and cure our kill with salt. I am suggesting that we have gone about things in a manner that's reflective of our unbalanced state of mind.

We have created this reality with our fear driven egos. There was not a lot of love that went into it’s over all design. There is not a lot of consideration given to the effects of living inside of a world that is essentially a fear based projection would have on our health. We believe that things just happen to us. People can try to come up with all sorts of well thought out explanations about the origins of AIDS or cancer but the minds that answer these questions are both invested in their continuing existence and driven by fear as well.

We are the cancer of the earth. We consume an overabundance of chemicals that are produced by destroying our ecosystem. This is a great example of how we have created out of fear and not love. We actually go out and destroy living things made out of love to build nonliving structures made out of fear. Whenever we build these structures we have to kill something in order to do it. We are robbing our primary care giver of its resources because we have been fooled by our ego and think that we are somehow separated from the earth that contains us.

This belief in needing something can only come from one place and that is our ego. Our ego is always in need something because it is really nothing. We don’t know that our ego is nothing in fact we think is everything. We believe that our ego is who we are in much the same way that we believe this world we have built is real. Our ego identifies with this world because it created it. It is actually destroying the planet in a fruitless attempt to fulfill its own selfish needs. Our ego will never be satisfied because it only knows how to need. If our ego did not need it cease to exist?

A virus attacks the cell and destroys its nucleus. The virus is dead and it actually has the capacity to spread death to a living cell. A virus takes control of the nucleus and the next thing you know that cell is dead. When I heard about this process it immediately reminded me of our minds own battle with the ego. In my opinion the ego is not living but something that we create with our minds. The ego is capable of taking control of a living mind and driving its thoughts into total self- destruction and taking our body along with it.

Imagine that we were one of those cells that a virus attacks and the nucleus was our brain. Before the virus began its assault on the nucleus, our brain, the cell was complete in and of itself. The virus’s sole purpose is to destroy the cell, us, by any means necessary. What if the nucleus, our brain, actually fooled itself into believing that the virus was who it really was? Now all of a sudden the cell, us, is helping the virus carry out its mission of destroying the cell.

This sounds absolutely ridiculous but this is precisely what we are doing when we allow our fear driven ego to run the show. The only reason that the virus can affect the cell is because we do the exact same thing with our ego.

Right now let’s stay focused on the virus. Viruses can not reproduce without the help of a host cell. An ego cannot project without the help of its own host, our brain. A virus attaches to a cell with its “tails”. It then injects its genetic material into the host cell.

Other viruses can actually dissolve the cell wall, and “sink” into it. The ego does the exact opposite by building a barrier consisting of little shreds of fears that block the connection between our mind and spirit. Once the DNA of the virus is inside the cell, it takes control of it and forces it, using its resources, to produce more of the same virus DNA and parts of the virus. Once our thoughts become consumed with fear it will trick the mind into believing that the ego is who we are. When most of the cell is used up to produce more virus material, it becomes is so weakened that it bursts like a soap bubble, releasing the new replicated viruses which immediately seek out new host cells to invade and destroy. Once our ego has established control of our mind it spreads fear by projecting it into the minds of any person that it comes in contact with. The fear driven ego can turn its attack on the body of the person that has become its host. The fear driven ego can maintain an insane belief system in the mind of its host. The ego can actually cause the body of its host to manifest symptoms of physical illness. This is essentially how viruses as well as insane thoughts spread and infect the body. Luckily, in most cases viruses just attack one particular kind of cell. Egos only attack the minds that have become separated from the spirit.

A virus is not a cell just like the ego is not who we are. A virus does not need food and neither does an ego. Viruses need material to reproduce, but it does not require energy, while the ego only needs fear to maintain its control over our minds.

Viruses DO have the ability to adapt over time to a new environment, so one could state that they do develop. Its development is dependent on the environment, which in this case would be other cells. Our fear driven ego utilizes our external environment to maintain its manifestation.

Dying is also something a virus can do. Over time it loses its ability to invade new host cells and effectively “dies out”. Viruses like HIV only live a few hours when they aren’t in reach of new host cells. Most viruses are quite weak, but some have been known to stay dormant for a number of years... Some viruses can "sleep" inside the genetic instructions of the host cells for years before reproducing. For example, a person infected with HIV can live without showing symptoms of AIDS for years, but they can still spread the virus to others.

Viruses are inert. They can not move by themselves, but always need some means of transport, be it a fluid or the wind. Our fear driven ego relies on the human it controls to project itself into the external environment. Viruses adapt to their environment by constantly changing their DNA or RNA. Our fears manipulate our perception of our environment in order to keep us in a state of confusion. When a virus mutates it makes it very difficult for us to ever cure the diseases it causes. Our fear driven ego must resort to all sorts of trickery and deception in order to convince our minds that it is real. In this respect our fear driven ego and viruses are always trying to stay ahead of the game because they actually are the game.
The definition of inertia is a tendency of a body to resist acceleration; the tendency of a body at rest to remain at rest or of a body in straight line motion to stay in motion in a straight line unless acted on by an outside force.

The definition of inert is an inability to move or act or to be sluggish in action or motion; lethargic. Inert could also be defined as a resistance or disinclination to motion, action, or change.

Are viruses alive? Are our egos real? This question is more difficult to answer because it depends on a definition of life. Suppose our definition includes the idea that living things are able to reproduce. A dog is obviously alive and is made up of living cells, but a spayed dog cannot reproduce and its genetic information dies with it; yet is alive.

We may, on the other hand, define life as the possession of specific genetic information capable of functioning in living cells. Then the cells of the spayed dog are clearly alive, and so are viruses, which can multiply in living cells. Viruses reproduce and evolve if they have suitable host cells available. Are viruses any different from animals or plants, which also require specific external conditions to propagate their species? To the biologist, a virus is alive because it participates in the adventure of biological evolution.”

We produce toxic waste back into the ecosystem with our every move. Why do you think that we do this? What drives us to manifest a world that is essentially nothing and destroy everything to do so? Cancer seems to me to be the end result of man using the organic chemistry of the earth and replacing it with toxic waste. We fight cancer with poisonous medicine that makes the patients so sick that they never fully recover.

I watched my own father die a horrible death to cancer. These doctors gave him so much chemotherapy and radiation that he could no longer swallow or breathe through his mouth. He was fed from a stomach tube and had to have a tracheotomy in order to breathe on his own. Keep in mind that this was all caused by the medication they gave him that was supposed to save his life.

Now I don’t have resentment against these doctors because this is all that they know. Part of what I see as being the problem is that we are totally consumed with covering up a problem that exists in the very core of our being. We are trying to go around putting a band-aid on fatal wound that exists in our mind.

The more contaminated the ecosystem becomes, the more that disease and cancer will manifest. Reason that our environment is poisoned is because of our sick minds. The more that our thinking becomes diseased the more painful and fear ridden this existence will seem. Our mental and physical states are dependant on our spiritual connection.

Our physical environment, our collective consciousness and mental perception are also interconnected in the exact same manor. The same balance that we yearn for in our own individual struggle exists also in our environment. The unhealthy we become the unhealthy our earth will also become. The more that we live inside imagined fear and negativity, the more our collective consciousness will manifest those same fears, which will be reflected in external existence.

All violence is the end result of our collective fear and pain. Just look at your own body, you notice that you get boils or acne in times when you are stressed? The relationship between stress and health I my own experience I have manufactured my own misery. All of my fear and pain was produced by my mind. It was not real although I would have bet my life that it was. When I manifested fear and the stress that comes along with it I would actually manifest physical symptoms as a result of my mental state. I would break out or get acid reflux or what ever my trip was. Now step back once more and try to imagine our entire humanity as a single person. Imagine that all eight billion people are connected to each other like cells that make up a body.

Imagine that collective individual person getting stressed out or living in fear and pain. Imagine that same collective individual, comprised of all of humanity, beginning to manifest physical symptoms from the pain and fear he or she was experiencing. Who is to say those random acts of violence that is nothing more than the equivalent of acne or boils on the face of humanity? The worse our collective spiritual connection becomes the more that it will manifest into a physical reality in the world we live in.

I could use the same example to try to describe the way that fear and pain could manifest in our collective state of mental health. Who is to say that schizophrenia and BI polar disorder and so many other mental illnesses are not a direct result of humanities collective mind set? I believe that a healthy collective consciousness of humanity has the power to transcend all of our seemingly hopeless states of mind and body.

We are going about it all wrong by trying to spend so much time and energy in addressing our physical realm. Just as the universe has the power to effect our physical planet, our own spirit has the power to affect ever aspect of our physical body. The problem is that our current mind set and ego identification has disconnected us from out own spirit. Would our own ego ever allow us to admit this to ourselves? Illness, both physical and mental, will continue to manifest and increase in direct correlation to our declining spiritual connection. Violence and fear will continue to manifest in direct correlation to our identification to our fear driven egos. Our mental perception will never change unless we address our spiritual disconnection first. Are you starting to get the picture?

We are composed of the same elements as the earth, which means that what ever we are doing to the earth; we are also doing to humanity. Our minds connection or lack of connection to our spirit sends a vibration into every part of our universe. This is another example of action/reaction that I keep trying to drive home. We are so connected to one another that I would be willing to bet that someone who dumps paint into the ocean could cause cancer in someone he never met on the other side of the world.

On an intuitive level we have been mimicking our own spiritual truth in the physical world for years. The global economic community is a perfect example of this. Look at what a single horrible day on the stock market can play out in every economy in the world. When the savings and loans crashed it affected every aspect of the global economy. How can we have such glaring examples of a cause and effect relationship playing out in our monetary existence and think that this would not apply our spiritual realm?